Many people have wondered why im crazy. Well I finally have the answer. After fighting with teleslug, i went to my academic preceptor to complain. Well she looked up my file and saw my last name. She wondered where it came from and I proudly said it was italian. Of course she thought I was latina, to which i replied that I was. She smiled and said that i must have lots of passion. Ha!! there it is, its in my blood. Now, i always knew i was a very passionate person and I love it. It makes everything that much more important, horrible and wonderful. I have been known as obsessive, a drama queen, a sap and just down right crazy and althought im a little of everything, i think its great and wouldnt trade my crazyness with anyone. Another topic of interest was a scibble i found on a makeshift wall, the ones that are popping up everywhere due to construction. It said " practice safe delusions." Im torn between what to think about this because I guess its up to interpretation. Now, at first i thought that it wouldnt be much of a delusion if it was a safe one, arent all delusions a little crazy. But then i thought about how it would suck if you believed in something and then relized you were totally screwy, and it ruined your life. Thats not safe. But then is it talking about something important like war solving our problems or are they just talking about something petty like believing the reason someone ran into a glass door was because he was awestruck by your beauty instead of him just being a clutz. Im second the former for this happened the other night to me. I guess its just something that has me thinking. Its kinda sad that something you pass by makes an impression when you should be thinking about how your gonna fail physics if you dont become a library rat or how you should group your mutants so that they make sense to other people and not just you. I think i need a vacation.... already. Well hope all is well. love you.

".....I could change my life to better suit your mood..."