Hola!!
I am finally able to waste some time and update my blog. I have been away for a while so I have much to say, so those who are weary at heart, this is gonna be a jam packed blog, so be warned. Anyways, SD was really nice, I miss my boyfriends already : ) Its really funny that when im in Santa Cruz, i hang out with more girls and when im in SD, i just hang around boys. Now if i could only just bring them together, all would be perfect, except I wouldnt get all the attention : ). Happy New Years!! I know its late, but whatever. My resolutions are still in the draft proceess, but i do have a few that I know Im keeping. 1) Finish my thesis. a very bold request but if i do it then im getting published, so there is my motivation. 2) learn how to play an instrument. I have been bothering myself forever about this, and for the music fien that I am, it almost seems ridiculous that i cant even read some notes. Now of course there are the givin resolutions such as loose wieght and do better in school, but since those are something that rarely gets done, i wont even bother adding them to my list and just hope that my sub conciouse wakes up and I do them automatically. School sucks already. The stupid school dropped me from my classes because they are idiots and I had to crash all of my classes. Now, I have never had to crash a class, my compulsiveness keeps me in check, so when its my time to enroll, I am at my computer at whatever day and time it is, down to the last second, its amazing. So being the control freak that I am , i almost had a coronary when i found out that I wasnt enrolled in anything. But somehow I was able to do the impossible and I am in all my original classes. But because of all of this I have been running around like a mad person, trying to get my schedual straight, buying books, waiting in lines, getting my RA stuff done, trying to find time to even want to analyze my data, and then just try to get myself in the groove again. Although I am compleatly exhausted, I still feel that I havent gotten a damn thing done.Dont you hate that. Another thing I hate is Physics. I have been to one class and already i loath it as much as math. Yuck. And of course it has a lab, which is 3 hrs, then you add that to the 4 hr, twice a week bio lab and the fact that I work in a lab. Thats a lot of freaking time to spend in a really depressing room. Hmm. Oh and can you believe Im considering a TA'ing job. HaHa. Im know, im crazy. Speaking of crazy, one of my residents just told me that she thinks she seen a ghost last night. Now, I am deathly afriad of ghost, or spirits, or whatever makes you feel like your being watched( no remarks form the peanut gallery, thank you very much). Here goes my supernatural speal again. I believe her, and even though her roomate thinks its ridicoulous, she cannot deny the fact that both of thier alarm clocks were switched to pm, when they remember putting them on am. Now, I know Merrill is haunted, its legend around here, but my building has always been free from anything like that, so when I heard this, i almost choked on my salad. I plan on not sleeping very well tonight, being afraid of wierd things and then having a wild imagination is not a good mix. Well I think this is more then most people can get throught so Ill stop. My mind is not an easy thing to get through, so whoever has finished reading this is super hard core and I know you love me. Well to all of my home soul mates. I miss you terribly. I had so much fun and hated to leave you all. To Steve and Phil, you guys are true blue, some things never change, Trung, you are my bio hero, if only I had you around more often, i guess i have some major visiting to do. Yaniv, aka: Baggins, I hope my punching didnt cause any more blood leakage, hope you get better and I will make a point to come see you, I love you. Tim, i hope you enjoyed the tamales, they are made with endless love, just for you. Mi amigas, well i need a bf just so i can be part of the gang, i love the little time we did see each other, you guys are the best. Robert, ha, enjoy Captain, i sewed my own heart into him, take care of yourself, you are part of me, and i need all my parts working right if im even going to make it throught this life. Skip, hmm, I dont even think I need to say anything, you probably already know what Im thinking. I love all of you, and the memories make Santa Cruz just that more bareable, Kisses for you. Good luck in school, and for all you Griffins, think of us while your on your long vacations : ) Adios!!
( oh my goodness this is a long ass blog!)


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