I have been trapped in my room due to the enormous storm that has hit Santa Cruz. Since rain is nothing new here, i usually brave the weather and go out. But this storm is just too strong. If there are branches breaking from the wind and rain, i think thats a clue to stay the hell inside. So I am and although i was going to use this time off to finish up some Christmas shopping, im kinda glad to be just laying in bed, still in my pj's even though its almost 4 and just listiening to Billie Holliday. Life is great. Now I can catch up on making my blanket, reading, and just my usual laying around. Now if i just had a Mexican Mocha Id be set. But like I said, im staying inside, where its warm and dry. I am the only person on my floor right now, most of my kids swore that Id miss them, and althought the thought of people is comforting, I am not as loneley as everyone said I would be. So one of my charished characteristics pays off in more then one way. I do really love to be alone. I would rather go out alone, watch movies alone and shop alone. I want to travel alone but unfortunately my parents are ridgidly against it. So although I know many people who wont even go to the dining hall alone, I am quiet the opposite and enjoy my own company. But as I have come to notice, there are many sides to me. Not that i have multiple personalities, but that there are different aspects to my personality that come and go. But is seems to be induced by my surroundings. When im home, all I want to do is to be around with my SD buddies and my family. When Im here alone, all I want to do is be alone. Hmm. The brain is very tricky. Maybe im just good at adjusting to things that just cant be helped. Ok, im babbling. Anyways, got my grades back. I passesed Calculus!!!! HaHa!! And I got a B in bio and a B+ in sociology, pretty good if you ask me, even thougth i was hoping for an A in sociology, a B+ will due. Ahh, now just imagine what I could do if I just studied as much as I should. Ok, well just thought Id check in. Ill be home on Monday, cant wait. Hope all is well with everyone, and for those still doing finals, may the Force be with you. Love Ya!!!


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